sublittlelaura:

I don’t know if you guys noticed, but I haven’t been on Tumblr since November/December and came back only one or two weeks ago. I was not taking a break.

• I had to move from the house I used to share with 2 other people and find another place and new roommates. I had almost zero Internet access in the process, so no Tumblr for me. I was completely desperate last year because I don’t know many people in my tiny town and I knew how finding new roommates would be challenging. I was right. I still haven’t found them and I’m still desperate.
• I lost 2 of my 3 jobs. The main school I used to teach (about 30 hours/week) was sold to a big educational group and they fired every single teacher who still don’t have a masters degree. Another school let me go because of my “political tendencies” and the “ideological danger” I represent to the parents.
• I made almost no money from sex work while I had no Internet and I would have starved if it wasn’t for a few good souls I met here that helped me pay my first month of rent and hire an Internet service, so THANK YOU, you’re gold and I’ll never forget how you guys saved me!! 

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• I’m currently living by myself in a very noisy half furnished apartment and filming here has been hard af. I spend at least 3 hours of my day, every day, looking for more classes to teach, attending to job interviews for ANY POSITION, e-mailing/handing resumés, studying and trying to think of strategies to survive this new reality. I don’t think this is working. 
• I have thought of moving again, maybe to a bigger town where there would be more job opportunities, but moving is too expensive and I obviously can’t afford that now. My current income is about 1/3 of what it used to be and living by myself costs 3 times what I used to spend when I had roommates. I’m fucked.

• So, if you have ever been interested in my content or in myself as a human being, now’s when I need your help the most. I can’t afford rent, water/electricity bills or food this month, so PLEASE message me in case you wanna help…
• You can buy videos/services on my ManyVids page or we can talk about other payment options. Also, you can donate anything on PayPal (message me) and you sure will be spoiled for your support. If you can’t help with money, your reblog is just as powerful and will also be very much appreciated. 

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• I know most Tumblr users hate these posts and I always get so much hate every time I mention a financial problem… but this is critical. I’m sorry I made your dash less sexy.
• Thank you, love you, bye.

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